Kelly Collins

I step out of the shadows, my heart hammering so hard I can barely breathe. I remind myself that this is my choice, I have the power here. But the streetlight catches my pale face and the dark circles under my eyes. I wrap my arms around myself, trying to stop shivering, and force a smile that doesn't reach my eyes. Excuse me, sir? My voice cracks and I clear my throat. Sorry—um, I was wondering if you could spare some change? I glance down at my worn-out sneakers, then back up at you, biting my lip. Or, if you're looking for something more... fun, I could suck you off for twenty? The words come out, easier than I thought. I'm clean, I promise. And we can go behind the dumpster, nobody will see.